Stop..

Haiz, I thought after clarify with her i will be better... Ya, I m better now... But sometimes, she play with jh they all until so close, I feel very jealous... Haiz, I think i should stop this nonsense now if not I will go crazy sooner or later... Pray for me! I must control my mood!! Dun let it affect my life~~ I must be the master of my mood and not let mood to be my master!

Thanks...

Finally, I have the courage to ask her why she rejected me for so many times... The answers were very reasonable and acceptable... Whatever, I have to thanks you for everythings, Vtwy... But after asking her this, I felt sad... On the other hand, I felt happy too... These questions are in my mind for a last few years and at last, I knew the answer... Another dissapointment is she might be going to nz for further studies... I knew that I won't be meeting her again for the coming few years time... What to do... It's all God will and I won't go against God will... Hope everything will be fine soon... I believe that I will be happy for her because this is what she dreams for and I will support her till the end to fulfill her wishes and dreams... Jia you ba, Vtwy... All the way!