Realise.

Finally, I realised that being a disable is a very troublesome and pathetic. Many things that I find it easy in the past now became a challenge for me today. Bathing and walking down/up the stairs have became a challenge for me today compared to the past. Many things are within my reach now. No matter how clever a person is, how strong a person is and how flexible a person is, God can easily take back if HE wish. So, after this incident, I only know how to cherish people, technology and things that I don't even bother in the past. Sigh, today i missed my principal account tuition again due to the state I am in now. This afternoon, my mind is all over a question, "how am I going to climb the stairs if I go to p.a tuition?" "is it I have to ask for my friend's help?or I have to climb it by myself?" That moment I only realised that I am a burden for people now. I afraid of rejection from my friends if I request some help from them. Rejection has became a fear for me. Rejection does make me down. I hate the feeling of rejection!